If you really knew me

If you really knew me you'd know that I love to travel but hate the plane ride and love the road trip.
If you really knew me you'd know I hate sleeping alone,
I once had 2 frogs named Siegfried and Jensen, 
and I don't like boys who soak themselves in axe. 
If you really knew me you'd know every time I go to the movies I bring a blanket and eat sour punch straws. 
I hate cats and love country concerts. 
I eat the whole bowl of brownie batter every time its made and love cereal.
If you really knew me you'd know that I love making a big egg breakfast for the fam and love the smell of laundry.
If you really knew me you'd know that I have eleven nieces and nephews under the age of 10 who I love, i'm the youngest in my family, and am the only one who is single........
I like to be on the lake and be outdoors, I listen to music all the time, and enjoy nice drives up the canyon. 
If you really knew me you'd know I watched Barney till the age of 10, I love cherry popsicles, and I hate the dark.
My middle name is Rose, I love taking afternoon naps, and drink too much Orange Juice. 
One of my favorite things is going to the Drive- in, being with those I love, and eating crushed ice.
If you really knew me you'd know that if my house were burning down the one of many things i'd bring are my scriptures. 
I'm allergic to pineapple but still eat it because I love it so much.
My idol is Celine Dion, i'm obsessed with baby lotion, and am also a Vicks addict. 
If you really knew me...

I remember when.

I remember when I was a little girl and thought 16 was so old. I remember when I was 16 and knew nothing.

I remember when I couldn't have the toy I wanted and dropped to the floor like it was the end of the world. I remember getting in a fight my sibling yesterday and in that moment again, thought it was the end of the world.

I remember when I thought being young was hard.. well I'm now a teenager and still think life is hard. 

I've learned that life doesn't get easier the older you get. I've learned to live in the moment and be happy with no regret.

When I look back I didn't believe that. I remember thinking I knew how life went. I still think I know how life goes and I absolutely don't and probably won't. 

I remember a lot. So many memories that I can't even keep track, but its because of all those memories and I remembers that i've learned all I have. 

I remember going through things then.. but never knew how it would impact my life now. 

I love those I remembers. The good and the bad. Every single day I hope I can say I remember, because its those days when life isn't too bad.
So I can reflect on the amazing life that i've gotten to have. 

My favorite moments are when I can sit back and say I remember when. 

BLACKOUT

A lot of walking around that is overwhelming, 
seeing lots of smiles he didn't expect.
Today is safe, the sun rose




                                                                                                                                               

They fill a possibility covering something up to fly, 
as time goes on.