ANSWERS.
I HAVE FEARS OF WHAT I'LL BECOME, IF I'LL BECOME THE PERSON THAT IM SUPPOSED TO BE.
I'M AFRAID THAT I WON'T MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS THAT WILL AFFECT THE REST OF MY LIFE.
IT SCARES ME THAT I DONT HAVE TO ANSWER TO THOSE FEARS.. THOSE WONDERS..THOSE THINGS THAT SCARE ME MOST IN LIFE. WHY AM I AFRAID OF THESE THINGS ?
WHY DO WE FEAR AND WORRY ? I HAVE FEARS OF LOSING THOSE I LOVE, AND EVEN SOMETHING AS STUPID AS GETTING LOST IN THE FOREST AND NOT BEING ABLE TO FIND MY WAY BACK.
I DON'T HAVE ANSWERS IN LIFE, AND THAT SCARES ME. THAT MAKES ME FEEL UNEASY AND UNSURE.
I'M LIVING LIFE AND WILL OCCASIONALLY RUN INTO A FEAR AND I STOP AND GO SILENT. WHEN IM SCARED I PAUSE COMPLETELY AND FEEL MY HEART POUNT OUT OF MY CHEST.
I HEAR MY HEART BEAT AND YET IM LEFT HANGING, HANGING WITH ZERO ANSWERS... WONDERING WHAT TO DO IN THAT MOMENT. IN THE MOMENTS THAT WE ARE MOST AFRAID, WE FEEL ALONE AND ARE CONFUSED.
WE'RE SCARED AND CANT EVEN THINK IN THE RIGHT STATE OF MIND. I GUESS IN
THAT MOMENT WE HOPE.. JUST HOPE THAT WE CAN FIND AN ANSWER.
"Its building under my skin on my cheeks and it is literally welling in my eyes and I don't know what to do because now I'm crying. and I'm scared." -Rothko
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