Then and Now

MY HEARTS CHANGED FROM THEN TO NOW. AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF.. THATS GOOD. I HEARD MY 

HEART POUND AND ACHE ALL IN ONE AND I DIDNT LIKE IT. DIDNT LIKE IT, BECAUSE I DIDNT FEEL 

LIKE MYSELF. I FELT WEAK, BUT IM NOT WEAK. I FELT WEAK TIMES BECAUSE I WOKE UP TO DAYS 

THAT WERE TOO HARD TO BE STRONG. TO ME NOW THAT WAS DIFFERENT THEN, IS THAT THERE 

ARE NEVER DAYS THAT ARE TOO HARD TO BE STRONG. BUT I APPRECIATE THOSE DAYS. THEY MADE 

ME WHO I AM AND WHO IM FORMING INTO. I THANK MY HEART BECAUSE I ALWAYS HAVE HOPE. I 

THANK MY HEART FOR NEVER GIVING UP. AND WHEN IT DOES GIVE UP, I THANK MY MIND FOR 

TELLING IT NOT TO. IM DIFFERENT FROM THEN AND NOW AND I KNOW I'LL BE DIFFERENT FROM 

NOW TO THEN. THAT BRINGS ME FEAR AND EXCITEMENT. IM READY AND IM NOT. WHEN HAVE I 

EVER BEEN READY.. I NEVER HAVE. AND THATS WHY ITS ALL GOING TO BE OK. THERE MY HEART IS GIVING ME HOPE AGAIN. AND I LOVE THAT.